Thursday, April 15, 2010

Aaaaaaahhhh....

Change is often good.  And exciting.  But, change is also pretty scary sometimes.

I got a new job!  A job I can't wait to start.  A job I've had my eye on for two years.  A job that breaks me into a new career... a world I WANT!

But, for some reason I can't let myself get too excited yet.  I have spent so much time being utterly miserable in my job the past year-and-a-half or so that I feel myself constantly waiting for someone to pinch me and wake me up from this fantasy I'm in.  Am I scared because I want it so much? 

Well, my nervousness took a back seat today.  I just had lunch with my new boss, and I just broke the news to my old one.  And, now I feel like I can breathe a little.  All those jitters wrapped up in bittersweet conversations and learning new things... to those jitters I say, "Thank you, and drive through" (compliments of my pal Mark).

Time for the good.  The exciting.  The smiles.  The TELLING people.

So, peace-out, UN.  Hello, Arts world!

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